CIE

salam!

"cie, are you guys an item or what? you look nice together"
hey hey, no. really, it's not that kind of cie.
but this,

yeap it stands for Cambridge International Examinations, well known for us as IGCSE, O Level, AS Level and A Level. then what's so special about this?
am i proud that i took this kind of examination back then? NO. really i have nothing to be proud of because my results were even troll bad. but i deeply appreciate what i felt at that time.
honestly i haaaaate studying~ but i've ever been once in such a convenience to learn something related to science, naja biology to be exact.
i learned biology till late, filled my walls with stuffs to be memorized, highlighted my book properly, i brought it even to class. i'm telling you i was pretty much like the laziest student to bring school literatures, well we had our own locker in the class which able to keep all of our books include the so freakin thick pearson's campbell book (mine was 6th ed that time). so why bother not to keep it in em? 
the joy of attending tutorial classes with some friends, coming home late and doing the effin pastpaper, which i had a love hate relationship with. those were annoying both exhausting but still.....i don't even know the right phrase to express hahahaha beneran kangen dah ah pusing :"(
though i enjoyed it, the so called Prüfungsangst still punched me right in the face ugh so nervous i cried the night before exam haha so funny i'm laughing right nooooow oh memories, lemme appreciate this moment for a sec :")
i've never imagined i can remember that hardship as a sweet thing bcs really, not even a tiny dot in studying is sweet for me, but unconsciously it once was.
my grades were never that shiny but i was clearly satisfy with myself, the best feeling in the world so far.

hope a better feeling comes soon.
salam:)

ps: i think i lost my CIE certificates shoot i can't remember where i put em. ssst, hope my mom doesn't know abt it.