stuck

salam,

  hi pipolll. how r u doing?   

i feel so stuck lately, i can't express my thoughts like my words are not exact and they wont come out.

i wrote some and just put that simply in draft list or erased it immediately while i was actually so willing to talk about something, i just dont know how.

enjoy your last month of the year,
salam

Pottermore

Question: When i’m dead, i want people to remember me as:

The Good
The Great
The Wise
The Bold
If you signed to Pottermore, guess you should be familiar with this question.

Have you choose?


but


if you have to leave, if i have to go
wherever, whenever, whoever, no matter why

i wish i could live as a sweet memory
that build an unconscious smile to whoever remembers
as a person worth remembering



sorry Pottermore, you provide not enough answers.

sincerely,
Draconissparks201

i-D's A-Z

salam,


simple share ain't a sin, isn't it?
yes, beauty

versuch mal die Namen richtig auszusprechen
yeap some of the hardest name in fashion industry
with jorjeeeez Sigrid in the end awck my God...

salam:)

Dresden, Germany.

salam.

hi pipol, how r u?
i'm not lifting an inch my butt away from my bed, no words describe how ganteng my bed is when the temperature is getting lower.
surely its late august already:( like the cold weather i'm feeling so low so lazy so into the blanket today but lemme tell you a happier story.
last week abil and i went to Dresden.
not going around the whole city haha shame we're a lil bit clueless there but dresden is such a beaaaaauty fo sho, ah ya i got a place too in TU Dresden in the major molekulare biotechnologie and i'd be so pleasure to study here, but there's a but and that's another story i'll write about later.

WARNING: it's gonna be a long (very long, actually) photo post, close tab right now or its gonna damage your sight.

my pretty friend is totally single :p

how much i love this kind of door and window

 

she's reallly good at cooking too

and we got a visit too, yap the kiel guuurl :D

 

i was freaking out stupidly thought it was a real kungfu from distance

the rocky high place is what we call basteibrücke. i'm since 1994 afraid of height and i screwed up by my need to hold on the side grip ew. when i saw down the stepping is made of iron with slits, through all that spread beneath is visible for God's sake i was getting more nervous lol, shame on me. the funny thing was actually when the locals saw us weirdly, bcs we dressed up in skirts! i knew it. hahaha while they were like packed with stuffs to hike or simply wearing something casual like the weather was cloudy too that day so windbreakers were pretty much common.

good coincidence there's a Stadtfest also that time but on sunday we have no mood left to see the closing hiks there's firework fest actually.

fyi, i haven't visited many cities in Germany this past 3 semesters compared to my friends, like mention a name and, abil for example, probably already been there. this sommer a friend and i planned to have a trip around Germany, but sadly my friend got an acute homesick attack so he must fly home. maybe next time we will:)

salam.

lebaran 2014

salam:)

   LEBARAN SEBENTAAAAAA~R LAGI  

besok coy, besok!
maap2an dulu apanih kita.. maaf lahir batin:)
lebaran kedua di negri aneh ini and so far, last year was still the most rockin ramadhan ever.
tahun kemarin berat banget ninggalin ramadhan, beneran ramadhan terkhusyuk terhati tercakep dah dalam eksistensi seorang tisa, cukup drastis sih sama tahun ini. nanti malam insya Allah kita takbiran ya, buat yang di negri aneh kayak gini sih saran saya buat cari komunitas yang ngadain takbiran bareng, because it makes u feel home.
saya udah cerita belum sih waktu pertama kali pulang ke indonesia, rasanya biasa banget loh ternyata. yang bikin merasa 'pulang' itu cuma 2: saat ketemu keluarga pertama kali di bandara dan pas denger azan berkumandang. really, nothing but warmth. hehe rindu sih tapi, ya musim kayak gini musim apa lagi kalo bukan musim kangen. i wish mom and dad are happy and healthy more than i wish i am. hehe i miss everyone i love, parents, family, friends, home.....uhoh home is really where your heart belongs to.
oiya dua hari yang lalu saya, putri utami, shabrina, dibantu pembuat kue berpengalaman maulidia, kita bikin kastangel! HAHAHAHAHA sumpah repot banget. i am the worst cook really dapur kayak tkp perang deh kalo saya masak. hasilnya not bad, but not that good, bingung pilih bahannya ih asli serba bahasa mari ucing ala we. tapi Alhamdulillah jadi juga lumayan buat ngilangin longing over kue lebaran ya..

pls mind the messy background uh shame on me

oiya lebaran kali ini keluarga saya nambah satu member, beda sama exo yang malah kehilangan satu member (yaila menguak luka lama). hehe saya kan anak bungsu dan saya seneng dengan fakta itu, tapi makin besar makin introvert sih dan timbul rasa kepengen punya adek. gakan bisa, tapi setelah seperlima abad akhirnya punya ponakan :3
i, as a proud auntie, introduce my lovely cutie little nephewwwwie

  Abieza Anargya Basith  

 

be good dedek abi, semoga tumbuh penuh berkah menjadi anak sholeh yang berbakti, sehat, pintar, penuh keriangan dalam hati dedek abi. dek, kok adek baru lahir udah masuk web aja sih lebih kece deh daripada ontica ini, kalah ya onti:* wakakakak. jangan gak kenal ya nanti kalo onti pulang, ih kita belum ketemu aja onti udah kangen!
adoh, di dapur udah wangi opor hahaha kami (saya, shabrina, putru utami sc) sok2 ide masak opor tanpa bumbu jadi nih mumpung ingredients nya ada semua (boong boong, padahal saya mah cuma bantu kupas dan ngulek bawang) lololol. selesai sudah puasa 30hari @19h kita tahun ini:)

semoga kita bisa bertemu ramadhan berikut2nya ya.... mohon maaf lahir batin!
selamat lebaran, semesta:)

salam.

CIE

salam!

"cie, are you guys an item or what? you look nice together"
hey hey, no. really, it's not that kind of cie.
but this,

yeap it stands for Cambridge International Examinations, well known for us as IGCSE, O Level, AS Level and A Level. then what's so special about this?
am i proud that i took this kind of examination back then? NO. really i have nothing to be proud of because my results were even troll bad. but i deeply appreciate what i felt at that time.
honestly i haaaaate studying~ but i've ever been once in such a convenience to learn something related to science, naja biology to be exact.
i learned biology till late, filled my walls with stuffs to be memorized, highlighted my book properly, i brought it even to class. i'm telling you i was pretty much like the laziest student to bring school literatures, well we had our own locker in the class which able to keep all of our books include the so freakin thick pearson's campbell book (mine was 6th ed that time). so why bother not to keep it in em? 
the joy of attending tutorial classes with some friends, coming home late and doing the effin pastpaper, which i had a love hate relationship with. those were annoying both exhausting but still.....i don't even know the right phrase to express hahahaha beneran kangen dah ah pusing :"(
though i enjoyed it, the so called Prüfungsangst still punched me right in the face ugh so nervous i cried the night before exam haha so funny i'm laughing right nooooow oh memories, lemme appreciate this moment for a sec :")
i've never imagined i can remember that hardship as a sweet thing bcs really, not even a tiny dot in studying is sweet for me, but unconsciously it once was.
my grades were never that shiny but i was clearly satisfy with myself, the best feeling in the world so far.

hope a better feeling comes soon.
salam:)

ps: i think i lost my CIE certificates shoot i can't remember where i put em. ssst, hope my mom doesn't know abt it.

sambil mengenang lagu lama

 oh this song 
   so beautiful it hurts   

pretty much like the title

  I'll lose some sales and my boss won't be happy,
   but I can't stop listening to the sound
   of two soft voices
   blended in perfection
   from the reels of this record that I've found.

   Every day there's a boy in the mirror asking me...
  What are you doing here?
  Finding all my previous motives
  growing increasingly unclear.

  I've traveled far and I've burned all the bridges
  I believed as soon as I hit land
  all the other options held before me,
  would wither in the light of my plan.

  So I'll lose some sales and my boss won't be happy,
  but there's only one thing on my mind
  searching boxes underneath the counter,
  on a chance that on a tape I'd find...
  a song for someone who needs somewhere to long for.

  Homesick.
  Because I no longer know where home is.

ini apa ya?

ketika penanya bertanya kepada yang ditanya,

jawablah sang ditanya kepadanya, apa yang ada dalam pikirannya.

sang ditanya menjabarkan beberapa poin inti beserta alasannya,

mengapa ia menjawab sedemikian rupa.

lalu datang pertanyaan kedua, yang berkorelasi dengan pertanyaan pertama

yang ditanyakan kepada yang ditanya.

pertanyaannya tak tidak dihiraukan sang ditanya,

sang ditanya tak pula balik bertanya

ia menjabaran kembali pikirannya, respon akan apa yang ditanyakan sang penanya.

jawaban tak diterima.

sudah?? belum, belum....

pergilah sang ditanya keluar, bertemu beberapa kerabat.

bagaimana pertanyaannya?

tanya kerabat-kerabat yang bertanya

sang ditanya bercerita, bagaimana pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu ia selesaikan ia jawab

lalu berkatalah kerabat si ditanya kepadanya

bagaimana kau bisa mejawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu sedemikiannya?

tak kah kau berfikir lebih panjang akan jawaban untuk pertanyaan itu?

sang ditanya menjawab

sudah kutimbang didalam pikiranku akan jawaban pertanyaan

kulontarkan percaya tanpa tanda tanya

kecewa sang ditanya

kerabat lalu berkata kembali pada sang ditanya

kau harus kembali bertanya pada dirimu, bernarkah kau jawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu.

kau bisa nyatakan hal lain, buatlah jawaban lain.

yang lebih cocok dan diharapkan si penanya akan pertanyaan-pertanyaan itu.

berpisahlah sang ditanya dengan kerabatnya

bertanya sang ditanya akan pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang ditanyakan

kepada sang ditanya dalam dirinya

jadilah dirimu, orang bilang

pernyataan bukan pertanyaan

lalu saat sang ditanya menjawab dengan dirinya, dengan apa yang dia punya

tapi berbeda nyatanya

tak diterima jawaban pertanyaan itu oleh orang-orang yang bertanya.

jadilah dirimu, orang bilang.

pernyataan bukan pertanyaan.

pertanyaannya lalu: perlukah?

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